As i sit down with a cup of hot chocolate, and look outside the glass door. I wonder. I ponder.
Tapping the glass in sync with the pattering rain drops, I reminisce the times i shared with him. This day seems sad, yet beautiful. Perhaps i should be mourning the loss. But i do not feel like it.
Is it necessary that a break up should bring one pain? Break up of what? i often wonder.
After all all these years of being in love and dissecting it. All that i have managed to decipher is that, Love stands alone! She is right there, spreading her aura , with no expectations. Relationships on the other hand make us selfish. It ensnares from the soul the purity of love, It blackens her with jealousy and the desire to posses. Being in a relationship does feel great. It makes you put your arms out, and spin and spin and spin.
It feels like the world is upside down. But at one point, as you are spinning, when you cannot see whats happening to the people around you, you also cannot see that you are about to fall.
I guess we all fall, when we engross ourselves in possessing that person. While i was spinning, i lost sight of the people around. I was engulfed in the thought of making him mine. But once you fall, you realize that love is right there. The world is stable, clear, and beautiful. And thats when you learn, that love alone is enough. She needs no label to live on:)
To love someone with all your heart is indeed a blessing:)
PS- thanks to raaji for inspiring this post
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