But Now i can see it at rest.
*Familiar
* Estranged.....Beatific love :)
Love gains purity, as you let go the pain. I don't know if I accept it or if I'v elevated romantic love. But the best part is that I dont force myself to stop thinking about you. I grin at your picture more than I did before. Even to this day when i go through days where i fail to find that spot in the psychosis map which says "You are here". When i am lost, clueless, and wandering along the banks of this meandering river of existence..I still think of you P. Not with longing, but with love and admiration. Thoughts of you has some power. Immense. It makes me feel like we are having a conversation. A reassuring one filled with your characteristic banter.
Thinking of those days with you, strikes a cord in my heart which i don't relate to in the same sense. But that doesn't mean I'v shred the past. I still have those remnants within me. Confined in a vault, buried beneath everything. I clearly remember the past.
I love re visiting this place more than ever because i know i am not here to stay. The contentment with which i live, makes this love pure, untainted and so-very-worthy of you.I can hardly fathom the changes in life. Memories are beautiful things indeed and i shall always treasure them. I wont shred them, for they need a place to live their splendor and my heart shall shelter it till my last breath.
Love doesn't die...It elevates.
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